High School Survival Guide Part 2!


Why do feelings have to be so complicated?

Even at the age of 17 I still don't understand feelings, but in High School thats were I found them to be the worst as your head is everywhere and then when your feelings jump it, It becomes nothing but a complicated mess. One minute you think everything's great and the next it comes crashing back down at you. considering I'm pretty much almost an adult and yet my feelings confuse me.

Have you ever wonder why you get pains in your chest when you read or hear something that upsets you, well i've recently learnt that it's called a broken heart. But don't panic not all emotions aren't all bad, Trust me!

I have two completely different stories I could tell, and as one happened while I've been writing this post, your gonna see where I've gotten my inspiration.

Story Time:

Can you like someone you've only known two days?? This is the question that was driving my brain mad with mixed emotions. It all started when I got to know this guy, (In this Story He's called Bob) so Bob and I didn't actually know each-other at all but you know when you first meet someone and something clicks. Its one of those movie moments, (Sadly no fairy-tale ending). It's only been a couple of weeks and life with Bob is strange, in a good way. He makes me feel like, I don't know its a feeling that I guess I can't really explain because I've never felt like this before. It's a different way that my body feels, he's always on my mind and just thinking about Bob makes me happy for hours. What is this i'm feeling? We get on so well. By now your all thinking why is there no fairy tale ending? Let me tell you why, he sadly has a girlfriend, as far as i know there on the rocks and she gives him a lot of grief about anything so I'm not sure what till happen.

But lately me and Bob have been getting really close and comfortable around each other and on social media! It's been around 3 and a half  weeks and I feel a tension between us sometimes but I can't describe the tension or explain it because i've never felt it before. This is the perfect example of why feelings are confusing. 

This whole point of the this post and story I guess is to show that no matter how old you get, your feelings still like to confuse you more than anything else ever could. But thats life right? I'm just gonna have to play the long game and see where I end up!

Until next time

Chloe xx

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